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its a real neat blogsite for short posts and its 60% like twitter. Highly recommanded!

so yea sorry this should be my final changee (:

simple truth.

via http://philpringle.wordpress.com/

Since Ps. Phil Pringle’s coming this weekend I might as well share his recent meditation about living in the supernatural.

Like what he said, its really that Simple!! haha but we often fail to live it. Indeed, knowledge is power yea

Dug up some books and notes that I’ve left laying around my room today and I found a revelations book that I’ve chucked in one corner ages ago. As I was flipping through I realised how much I’ve changed as a person and in my walk with God. But I also saw how I used to be totally dependent on God but other things and people started to chip in bit by bit and he wasn’t my only pillar/source anymore. But Im glad I saw this book hehe, made me wanna rededicate myself to do more. Remember I said I’ll take this break to rebuild my life? In the mist!! It feels great to dig deeper into the word, to see more, to step out more. heh, Refreshing

That aside, I also realised I have some books that I’ve lent and read halfway, still reading halfway hahaha , haven’t returned. Kay kay, I’ll try to clear them all and return to its respective owners, actually more of Weiting and one from Liwei …. ….

oh, this morning I ate a very healthy breakfast. okay not so in proportions la. hehe

I made homemade pizza

okay, just tweak your imagination abit. replace the base with gardenia white bread, add hotdogs,lots of tomatoes and cheeze !

hehe I made 2 of those but my oven wasn’t hot enough so wasn’t as tasty.

Then, with the remaining hot dog bits I had, I tried to do a recreation of NP’s library hotdog. So I went to oven bake an egg but it took very long.. my hotdogs nearly Chao tar lo. but I took it out in time and just make do with the egg.

In the end my sandwich tasted VERRRYYY DELICIOUS! ( 2 slices of bread, layer of cheeze, hotdog bits, chucky tomatoes, Sinsin chilli sauce)

Soon after my HEAVY HEAVY breakfast ( I ate 6 slices of bread ) my mom called.

mom: just wake up ah?

me: noo, just finished breakfast very heavy.. Ate my own sandwich! 6 pieces

mom: siao ah?

me: haha, maybe I’ll be so full, I can skip lunch and even dinner ma

mom: then you might as well eat 9 pieces of bread then you can skip meals for 3 days even better right?

hahahaha , first time I found my mom’s joke to be funny man but after i did some maths I realised she had some calculation error.. 6 pieces = 1 day, 9 pieces should be 1.5 days only ma? why = 3 days? ahh nvm.

Lastly, I wore a very sexay pants to cgm ytd and everyone said I looked like those aunties who pick up litter on the streets and said I could sweep the floor with my sexay pants. so mean..( esp. ELISE CHUAAAAA ) -.- I felt more of a salsa dancer or yoga teacher lo.

SHOW YOUU..

okay, now imagine me in it HEHEHE. (eh my pants is slighty shorter)

woot ;D

sing, sing a song, sing out loud

today was a very surprising and fruitful day!

I spent my noon out with lier to watch Orphan, wow.. the esther played her role very well because she made me dislike her a whole lot. evil child. hahaha

anyway, I’ve never been so heng my entire life. After we finished the show at cineleisure, we bumped into chloe and her schoolmates. One floor down, I bumped into Carvey,Titus( my NP classmates), at NUM I bumped into Ezra and weilun & gang, while we were walking out of cineleisure to cross the road, Xiuyuan and Jacq, as we crossed the road, I bumped into Atty(another NP classmate) . oh and before that while we were waiting for the movie to start, I saw Ivan ( IC zone ).

am i heng or .. heng?!?!?! hahhaa I was totally in a state of shock, after shocks! but anyway, all these randomness really made my day (:

After the movie, I headed down for choir practice and had dinner with shan,van and june. At the beginning of our practice, we got to learn about vocal harmonising with Yong Ce.. this super super great instructor from china. she’s so interesting and expressive and and.. she really knows her stuff. She taught us about singing soft yet not losing the strength and singing with ease etc.. Although she couldn’t speak much english, her fun personality was already enough (:

Next, we learnt parts for beautiful and radiate. HAHA! The choir was so bad when sofyan asked to play Radiate.. Most of them started to imitate Bel’s high pitch voice in the album and started laughing when Bel stood up and give a very sian look. hahahhaa.. but anyway, the parts for beautiful were really very worshipful. Hope that we’ll successfully sing it for this coming service. yeah, im so excited that Ps Phil Pringle’s coming !! Love him , love his preaching, his personality !

Lastly, as Bel wanted to speak to the guys. The girls went home first. & I’ve got to say today’s train ride home was educating and a great time of fellowship. Got to know more about other girls from choir and some of Vanessa’s secrets haha.

I hope that shan and I will be able to know more people from choir and bond more!

k nights!

Monday blues? nahh

Lollipop, this song is VERY NICE!

anw, I spend the entire day just doing nothingness. HOHOHO

woke up at 7plus but i forced myself to sleep late and woke up at a not so late timing of 9am. Bought my fav. prawn noodles and HK bubble Milk tea. shoik. but okay I m trying to limit my milk tea intake. Did I mention? There was no money at home and I had to dig out my coins from my sheep to buy breakfast haha. With the remaining I had, I bought CLEO, wah this issue is very good! a lot to read about.

Then I started planning my schedule hahaha, watched Get smart.

Steve Carell was hilarious! very nice movie. ♥

and I tried a facial that my mom bought, its really cool man.

its called an oxy mask. the minute you apply it to your face, it starts to foam and literally grows on your face. Great for moisturising because it gives your face oxygen, also don’t know if its true hhaha.

Im currently finding nice hangout places for friday night wan ee and gang’s outing.. girls..

( huishan,wan ee, jaime, huifen,siyun,qiulin,liyun,chuxuan) any suggestions tell me yea.

im thinking of Aston’s at katong.

okay moving on, I think facebook is screwed up. The connections are having problems. Now I can’t even open to a normal webpage. my pages are all blank. Maybe its a sign to stop facebooking. haha. Maybe there’ll be more open communication if social networking websites weren’t created. (:

i think i’ll start finding freelance work after im back from BKK, enjoy first. work later.

tue- choir prac, movie with lier,maybe?

wed- class picnic at marina barrage

thu- CGC pm, CGM

fri- nights out with the girls

9th sept- Gz farewell

10th-12th – BKK with parents & aunt,uncle

that’s for now, im so sad i cant send gz off with the cg ):

kk see yoou!

its times like these

Yes! im finally FREE! FREE FROM ASSIGNMENTS,CLUTTER OF SUBMISSIONS,DEADLINES.
Time for a good good rest & reorganising.

Emotions is sometime that I have to grapple with. It takes effort to trust, to believe.
and i know for sure that God’s timing is always right on time. (: / I must must must make trust my lifestyle, must!/

To be very frank,there’s always been this wish to be seen as just Eunice and not oh eunice & someone, someone etc..
Its been quite some time and I really hope to have a break through in that. Its not that I want attention
or anything but just wanting to be seen as an individual. Guess this has been an issue tugging in my heart for
quite awhile. I’ve been reliant about having people with me whenever I feel out of place or uncomfortable:(
& the constant insecurities that have been messing with my thought life, no good no good. Times when I think I
know who I am, is when actually I don’t. So yea, I hope this break of holidays would be a really good time for me to
get my identity firm in Him and find back my visions, purpose and all. Anyways, I am very thankful for everything/
everyone that is in my life. I know that whoever & wherever I am now is because of Him and the people who have played
great roles in my life. To me, they’re people I hold on to dearly. If you read this and you’re thinking… haha dont
think too much, you’re one of them!
Im not very good at expressing myself and this is an area I need to learn. Nonetheless, I know I may be irritating,
bossy,too shy till bth,lazy and a lot of stuff la haha but there’re people who still love me the same and is willing
to stand by me. Thank yoouu!

Unknowingly, I see fragments of myself in people I know and that kinda reminds me of How God really thinks of me.
Like times when my friend did something great and still say that she don’t think her abilities matched up to
the praises. I know God thinks the same, to everyone.
But often times my mind goes wayside and starts pondering..
wished I were in someone else’s shoes, in that circle. typical- other side of the grass seems better/cooler.
I know someone out there would think likewise too. But this is when I got reminded that God created me just as I am
and I need to brainwash myself everyday to get that in!!!

and the last thing is…
not to overthink. HAHA!
my course requires and trains my thinking quite a lot and I think this kinda caught on me, in a not very effective way :/
so maybe I should come up with a life motto: think simple,fullstop?

I know my sentences are very
not in order sry about that heh.
waa, I’m being very frank about myself in this post.
SO bare.. but yea, this is what Im thinking at this point of time.
don’t judge me too quickly ahh ahhahaha, update soon. hopefully often!

start seeing the bigger picture.
have an open mind, open heart.

what a day.

I left my keys/thumbdrive at the gate this morning and went to school.

Goodness gracious, my brain’s failing me! haha but Thank God school ended early today and there it was,

STILL HANGING! when I returned :D:D:D shooouuuu harrpii

I regretted the adding,regret regret. regret. i wished i was still in the stage where he don’t know i exist HA.

That aside, I finally caught P.S I Love You on HBO. I cried bucket of tears man! its such a sad movie, makes you so attached to the plot of the movie. SO. I guess it really hurts to lose someone so dear to you. The Gerry character was really sweet thou. writing letters and stuff. well, no matter what happens… I guess life just has to go on. (:

btw, today I learnt abit about illustrator and its starting to kill me. Its really hard to use the pen tool. im not being a noob here, I WILL MASTER IT WITHIN THESE 15 DAYS. oh did I mention we’re gonna do a poster on SPCA? yea, means we’re gg down there to shot some photos too.

im excited for tmr’s OPM! hope i’ll not be too sleepy for wed’s classes. and im uber excited for wed’s class! hope there really is !!

recently I’m always reminded that God will provide all my needs. I want to move on and be sure. His love is unfailing. (:

k im gg to rest for awhile, meeting lier n yueqi for dinner soon!

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tues- OPM @ RW

wed- uncfm, HCGL class @ RW

fri-  FOP/1

sat- FOP/2

sun- CHC 20th ANNI!!!!!!!!!

happening week.

keep me alive

people have been telling me I look like an owl nowadays, idk if it’s a good or bad thing cos personally i think owls are quite morbid.

anyway im here to blog because i’ve finished my work, like FINALLY! well, alright.. not totally I still have a A1 3d final and 2 labels to do but nvm la. (:

These few days were madness man, madness. I feel really proud of myself because I stayed till 5am/ 6plus am to finish up my work and go to school the next day! er, which is very not eunice since I don’t like to stay up late into the wee hours.

Im very tired now, and very happy that i’ll be sleeping early tonight!!! YAY YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYA YAYAYAYAYAY! ^^

you yong

WO JIN TIAN YAO GO YOU YONG!

WO YEE JIN CHI DAO LER DAN SHI WO HAI YAO BLOG.

HAHA HAO XING FEN WORR.

OKAY, WO HAVE TO MEET CHLOE HE FEN ZAI TP LIAO.

ZAI JIAN (:

Im not very good at hiding my feelings through expressions. I guess people see me through and through.

the 'bro and sis' guitarists!

woah, superb drummer yq!

supportive me!

supportive huifen!

BV in the making, sia la!

SUNDAY:

yup, huifen and I went over to see see look look at their jamming session and for their first time, it’s really awesome!

I must say that Nelson led the team well and I guess yongquan just blossomed in drumming haha.

TUESDAY:

I finally met up with joyce and alexis. Although it was just for a short lunch, I totally enjoyed myself. Catching up on my previous class, knowing what’s up, exchanging views on our courses and personal stuff of cos hee. Hopefully this friday alexis will make the date possible.

Anyway, I rushed over to JW to support huishan for her vocalist audition along with the others. Im kinda lazy to narrate so cut short, we waited for quite some time and she sang really well. When it was over, we went to eat $2 durians! (okay, I got them for free , thanks alot guys!) boy oh boy were the durians finger licking good. We couldn’t find a place so, we decided to sit under a void deck . For that moment, I felt that I finally could relate to the bangalas’ joy of siting on plains and chat. Its like you’re on grasslands and the sun is just about to set behind you. ( just imagine with me ;D)

Choir practice’s P&W session lasted for 1hour. Presence of God was strong as we pressed in, everyone were on their knees just worshipping. You know, I feel that that’s what ministry is all about. When everyone’s tired, you know that you’ll find support in the ministry, joy in serving, ministering and getting refreshed to carry on again. hehe, thou shan and I don’t have a lot of friends.. but we still know some la There were many new faces that joined us for practice yesterday. Mainly from the perf. choir and the fresh batch from the latest audition. Its really amazing that I got to touch a girl’s 6 pack, its like touching metal! serious. I forgot her name thou but her friends said she’s like sports girl- every sport also join type. I got a feeling when she graduates from secondary, she’ll join dragon boating.

I like today’s weather, its cloudy and windy yet the wind’s not humid. (:

simple as that.

As much as we try to, we can’t please everyone around us.

You can’t receive what you didn’t give.