Yes! im finally FREE! FREE FROM ASSIGNMENTS,CLUTTER OF SUBMISSIONS,DEADLINES.
Time for a good good rest & reorganising.
Emotions is sometime that I have to grapple with. It takes effort to trust, to believe.
and i know for sure that God’s timing is always right on time. (: / I must must must make trust my lifestyle, must!/
To be very frank,there’s always been this wish to be seen as just Eunice and not oh eunice & someone, someone etc..
Its been quite some time and I really hope to have a break through in that. Its not that I want attention
or anything but just wanting to be seen as an individual. Guess this has been an issue tugging in my heart for
quite awhile. I’ve been reliant about having people with me whenever I feel out of place or uncomfortable:(
& the constant insecurities that have been messing with my thought life, no good no good. Times when I think I
know who I am, is when actually I don’t. So yea, I hope this break of holidays would be a really good time for me to
get my identity firm in Him and find back my visions, purpose and all. Anyways, I am very thankful for everything/
everyone that is in my life. I know that whoever & wherever I am now is because of Him and the people who have played
great roles in my life. To me, they’re people I hold on to dearly. If you read this and you’re thinking… haha dont
think too much, you’re one of them! 
Im not very good at expressing myself and this is an area I need to learn. Nonetheless, I know I may be irritating,
bossy,too shy till bth,lazy and a lot of stuff la haha but there’re people who still love me the same and is willing
to stand by me. Thank yoouu!
Unknowingly, I see fragments of myself in people I know and that kinda reminds me of How God really thinks of me.
Like times when my friend did something great and still say that she don’t think her abilities matched up to
the praises. I know God thinks the same, to everyone.
But often times my mind goes wayside and starts pondering..
wished I were in someone else’s shoes, in that circle. typical- other side of the grass seems better/cooler.
I know someone out there would think likewise too. But this is when I got reminded that God created me just as I am
and I need to brainwash myself everyday to get that in!!!
and the last thing is…
not to overthink. HAHA!
my course requires and trains my thinking quite a lot and I think this kinda caught on me, in a not very effective way :/
so maybe I should come up with a life motto: think simple,fullstop?
I know my sentences are very
not in order sry about that heh.
waa, I’m being very frank about myself in this post.
SO bare.. but yea, this is what Im thinking at this point of time.
don’t judge me too quickly ahh ahhahaha, update soon. hopefully often! 
start seeing the bigger picture.
have an open mind, open heart.
